title: wont be posting anything until exam is over..byebye.. wish me luck~ |
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title: Kursus Kepengawasan...
yesterday, we got our kursus kepengawasan..located at 5 MAKMUR~ haha..kotor dis bha the klas..bikin malu o..huhu!! anywy, it is soo fun yesterday..haha! u ppl shud see joanne danced...wakakak!! nic said "mcm lembu menari"..lol! here are some pics..  5m pnya klas bha dis~haha! oh kimmy baby... she is a monster..beware!!  haha..peace~  all the mirrors kena hantam..haha!! heehee... mcm cover magazine o..haha!! perasan~  last pic b4 all of us went home...hehe..the food, its extra delicious..haha..i hope our next kursus will be more crazier and fun..hehe!  i still havent study for my exams..huhu!! dun be lazy SHANU!! |
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title: so what??
FRIDAYZ... argh...its a pretty long day... i dunno wut do i feel now...happy? sad? excited? angry? no feeling? huhu...  i've returned this to him..i dunwan to keepanythg dat has connection wit him..although i love this stuff so much~ ______________________________________________________________ i feel so LONELY today..huhu! ppl juz mind their own business oni..thy juz ignored me all day long..i dun gv a damn..i still got elvin..thx elvin cuz u teman me 2day..and be my one-day-listener...haha!! me and el's warm conversation... me : elll...tlg sya bha.. el : haih, jan la ko fikir2 lg sal tue.. me : mcm mana ko maw sya nda fikir? senang ka ko rasa? el : ya, sya taw susah...tp kalo ko gni pun, teda apa2 yg akn berubah..$#%#^ kan lah dia..%$^^&% org lain lah.. me : mcm mana? sya org baik bha..sya tia bleh bwat gitu.. el : sya kastaw ko, ORG BAIK SLALU RUGI! tmbh ko baik, tmbh ko rugi...jadi jht lebih baik...ko terlalu baik bha shanu.. me : ko maw sya jd jht? huhu! mcm mana? sya taw! sya benci dia lar.. el: ko rasa kalo benci, suma masalah selesai ka..ko tingok mcm %$%^&^&, jd kwn lebih bgs..jan lah benci2.. me : ellllllllllllllllll~ sya maw mati o... el : masi awal..jan mati dlu... me : (staring at my bottle) el : ui, ko jan fikir sdh..kalo ko sedih, sya ada, jan risau..drng kim suma nda peduli ko.. me : biar la drng..sya sedih, teda org taw..paduli lar!! el : bha, jom kita bwat homework~ me : nda maw la..biar sya termenung satu org... el : kita termenung sma2 lar.. i feel so lonely today~ the best medicine for my pain is my friends and im losing my medicine... _________________________________________________________________ at noon, i went to dat klas..i found sumthg..now i knw the truth! TRUTH dat can chge everythg..okay, i reli dun care oredi..im confussed...like wut razdan said, i nid to move on..yes!! juz move on.. i'll be sad for few days oni, den everythg will back to normal..i promise~ its hard, u guys shud understand..  love is pain sumtimes..._________________________________________________________________ so, i asked dad bout my guitar..guess wut, the answer is NOO! huhu..can 2day get anymore worster? =.=!! everythg went wrg today..EVERYTHG! friday is juz not my day.. dad, frens, me..all betrayed me.. this is life rite? so, i'll accept it.. i'll juz smile..as if nothing ever happens.. cuz i'm bored of crying.. the gud news for today is: - i finished my add maths homework lol! - i get to play basketball..hehe! - my mom hugged me all night.. - my hp battery low but i mls wana charge..1st time o~ haha! - i can control my anger..(its abt joanne) - ning baby online at last..oye~  i wish to dream whole day~chwz~ |
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title: i wanna play~
haha..yah, 2day our skul prefects went to SMK Badin... although it is called "sekolah pedalaman", but it is so damn huge.. with all the technologies, haihzzz...jealous o!! im actually amazed wit dis skul..its a premier skul lol!!  the prefects went wild today..haha!! not only the prefects, the KPs and TKPs too..lol!!! dun terkejut ar..dat is the real me...wakaka!!  gonna miss u guys... as u can see, we sat behind lol!! special thx to aiman, our TUKANG GAMBAR...hahaha!!!  gosh i love them!! lol promoting our teeth..wakakaa!! kim is actually smiling haha!! noo..let me in~ lolx! yah..we rocksss bebeh... find me if u can haha!!to AMIRAH: i reli miss u!! long tyme dint hug u like dat!! i juz missed it!! lets hang out, sumday! lets pay the days we've waste...i love everyone haha!! _______________________________________________________________ so after school, i called my dad... me : daddy, can pick me up? daddy : im in a meeting (whispered) me : oh okay, i go to my friend's place 1st..later pick me thr okay..i wait daddy thr.. daddy : which friend? me : lido thr.. daddy : okay..take care... when i was at joaane's place, we talked an talked..she took her guitar, and teached me actually how to play... when a noob teaches a noob, u knw wut will happen... lagu cinta pun blh jadi lagu mati o... haha...!!! i started to love guitar.. i wanna learn play guitar... but.. i dun hv one.. so..i nid to save money...! again~ but i wanna rebonding too.. i nid to choose... guitar or rebonding?guitar or rebonding?guitar or rebonding?guitar or rebonding? gosh... wut shud i do... anyone can sponsor me??? haha!! or anyone can teach me? huhu!!! whr is my hint for today? and yesterday? huhu!!! |
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title: A TRUE FRIEND~
 A true friend A true friend is the one who picks you up when you fall A true friend is one that won't lie A true friend is there when you call A true friend is there when you want to die A true friend knows just what to say A true friend won't care what other people think A true friend will help you find your way A true friend will make sure you don't sink A true friend will help you choose your path A true friend will know when something is wrong A true friend has to sometimes face your wrath A true friend makes you feel like you belong A true friend is hard to find~  *i love my frens sooo much~* |
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title: GOD...
GOD...make her strong..plss... make her strong..she nid to live..for me..for us..for everyone... juz make her strong..i'll gv my strength to her if i hv to.. i love her and nothing can chge dat... take me 1st god..plss... she deserve a better live... i want her to live longer...!! i can trade my live for hers.. but juz, make her strong~ *dedicated to someone live far far away* |
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title: hint ~ secrets...lolx!
haihzz..i wan hint..tp dpt secret pulak..well, at least, u trust me as ur fren..cuz u tell me ur biggest secret..other than ur biggest biggest secret...hahaa!!! wut am i talking... lol..im very tired today..cuz i played so much, i laughed so much and i talked so much..until kena mrh tchr juelen..come on lar...bkn evevryday ning baby can sit wit us..when she's wit us, u dun hairan la whr all the noises come frm..haha!! i love dis >>> Life Is Fucking Exciting = LIFE HEHE... my heart is full of love now..not to any "him"..but to her...u knw which her..NING BABY!! haha..i wish i can share ur pain..i juz wish~ like u said, we muz cherish life..so wut if life betray us..as long as we got each other.. yah.no more sad now.. cuz i got great frens..who will owez support me..and bully me..hahaa!! juz bully me, cuz i'll miss it nxt year...huhuhu!! shit, i hope dis year will nvr ends~ i love everyone..yes, everyone!! not hating anyone ryte now...haha!! we muz forgive ppl..yes... sumone teach me how to shut up cuz i lar yg paling bising in the klas...LOL! how can u ppl live with silence.. okay, gtg...BASKETBALL time..chwz! - find me if u can noob- ^^ |
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title: woohooo....
 Happy Valentine ppl... hope u guys having a great time 2day..i'm juz here, all alone, at my hse, doin nothing..! hehe.. show ur love to ur love one 2day... ^_^ well, i juz want to say to all my frens "I LOVE U GUYS!!" hehehe... thx ning baby for ur valentine wish.. reli appreciate it.. ______________________________________________________________ some old memorable pics...i love dis pics...                           ______________________________________________________________hehe...got byk again but i mls wanna upload..dis is juz a few... again, happy valentine's day to all bloggers... have a good day...bye bye...i miss u baby....  |
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