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Babad
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Epie
Ebon
Elvin
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title: my song!
date: Saturday, October 18, 2008
time:1:28 AM
Fall for you!!

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Oh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
You're impossible to find


i love u ning, jojo, ebon!! muaxxx~


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title: the truth dat ppl may ask me...
date: Friday, October 17, 2008
time:5:56 PM
im sad~~~

why do everythg muz end wit sadness??? why why why???? he ask me not to give up and look forward..when im not giving up n looking forward, y do he did dis to me??? dat nite is the last memory i guess..he dun even wanna listen..y cnt give other ppl to talk n u juz sit down and listen??? u c me smile, but inside im crying... if i try to be honest, ill nid more tissue papers...

im so sad...reli reli sad..!!!! god help me!


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title: MRS.LONELY
date:
time:1:06 AM
i suddenly miss my old frens...huhu!! i nid to talk to sumone...T.T


oo ya, hepi betday dearest bro...ilysm!!! sowie no ang pau..i owe u one present..ur mei mei betday lama again..huhu!!


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title: wat a not-so-wonderful life...
date: Thursday, October 16, 2008
time:11:27 AM
I'm seriously gonna be death. Exams is like so near but i'm still playing and chatting and gossiping and watching TV the whole day..best bha..idk la but now im like soo soo pig..lazy to study, lazy to go to tuition..y muz i study?? last2 end up become a housewife..huhu!! seriously, if im sumone's wife, i dowan to be a housewife and jaga anak the whole day..den, wats the use of wasting half of ur life of studying...

when i am sumone's wife, wat i wan from him..
- i wanna continue my career
- buy for me a car
- dun intefeer my social life
- get a maid!
- shopping everyday
- bring me around the world
- give elaun everyday
- love my frens as i do
- gimme all ur love..
- dun c other women
- buy for me heels everyday =p
- be a romantic guy ever....

haha... i wish it comes true haha! but come on, it is impossible dude..this is wat ppl say dream dat nvr come true..haha!! nvm lar, if i get a simple guy dat can jaga me whole life n love me until i die oso can bring much happiness to me bha..wats the point of being rich and handsome when thr is no love in ur life...OMG, wat am i talking..im still small and cute to think bout marriage.. lol! my sejarah book waving at me haha! bye bye..sejarah sejarah...


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title: ning baby! u r my everything!
date: Tuesday, October 14, 2008
time:3:19 PM
YEA NING BABY...LETS BE LESBIAN PARTNERS N ROGOL CHUCHU!! haha!

ilysm ning! glad im one of ur BFFs!! huhu!


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title: honesty dint brings any diferences!
date:
time:2:52 PM
wat am i doin?? do u think being honest is gud?? idk y i cnt be honest to anyone even to myself.. y when i try to be honest to my own feelings, more n more ppl hate me?? wat is wrong wit my life? y do u ppl hate me so much?? but at least i still got my BFFs around although idk how much im important to them..coz they ever treat me like im not one of their BFF! but, i dun reli care as long as ning baby is owez here by my side! mybe coz i n ning has sumthg in common, like cnt find our true friend, or owez being hurt...i juz hope im a lesbian, ill nvr find love problems..hate me! chw!

im sori to those yg i ever treated bad..sooo sori! kill me if u wan..i dun care anymore...n to those yg fikir im sombong, im juz shy to talk bha..n to my frens, am i ur fren?????????????????

I STILL EXCEPT APOLOGIES!


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title: my experience dat i wanna share...
date: Sunday, October 12, 2008
time:4:57 PM
haha..yesterday i went raya at two houses..1st> khaikhai hse, second > tchr rainul's hse..khai's hse is so damn big..anak urg kaya bha tue...got so many fishes outside his hse..got tmpt dating again..we kena buang at his VIP room..haha!! Eric so bikin panas, keep changing the channels masa i watch spongebob..he n rachel dating2 again..kesian chu ting, tdk kena lyn..haha! i love u chuchu..eric can eat puding without spoon oo..he open his big smelly mouth n telan it..haha! eric eric~

tchr rainul's hse soooo far..smpai wanna tertidur in the car(tumpang amie haha)...brandon non-stop calling us..he so noob, dun dare call my fon or amie, but call chuchu's fon...takut ka noob??tyme tchr rainul's hse, we all kenyang edi but kena force to mkn..chuchu's stomach besar edi..like mengandung haha! after dat, we go lepak2 1 borneo.. we visited byk cute2 shops..den, wlaupun kenyang, we still eat ice-cream, cnt help it if it is chocolate ice-cream haha! chuchu bring us to dis puzzle shop, cool shop got lots of cool puzzle, got again yg glow in the dark..!! i reli terpegun wit dat glow in the dark puzzle coz it is so beautiful..wish i got alot money, can buy 1..huhu!!




> glow in the dark puzzle..cool rite? haha! i sempat curi2 take pics!<

den, tyme go bek, raining T.T..amirah bukak her heals n lari dlm hujan..me n chuchu holding hand n run..aww, so romantic XD...reach home edi, i straight away bump my body on my bed like a fat lazy pig..tertidur frm 5.30 till 8.30..bangun baru mandi haha! so bau bau...today i baca sej book..in 8 hours, i baru read 13 pages..haha!! ok ok, wanna mandi..chw chw!

> brandon noob..brandon sengal..haha!







>amie's baju kurung..borrowed frm her XD<


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title: I LOVE U NING BABY..
date: Saturday, October 11, 2008
time:10:14 PM
Ning baby i love u soooo much...hope we can spend time sumday and go gurls party...haha!! U pandai bha, dun malu2..ning say dis bout me in her blog:

"Shasha:
She is seriously cool to talk n be 'sot' with. Because whenever i'll start something crazy, she'll support and play with me...and soon it affects the whole class..haha...i always ask her for her homework cuz she realy siap awal n stuff...n she'll ask me if she dunno how to answer..haha....she is a very secretive person...and u cant predict wats in her mind...she's realy good in keeping secret....and she is the head prefect ooo....dont mess with her ya'll...."


haha..ning sot o..i love u ning..thx for ur compliments lol..u're such a perfect fren...i love so so so very much!!! muaxxxxxxxxx!! ^__^


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title: teman-teman gila! not as gila as me lar..
date: Friday, October 10, 2008
time:5:17 PM
haha..terlupa tiga manusia...

my gila-gila pnya teman:

Babad : Dulu sya benci dis manusia..tyme form 1 i hate him sooo much..smpai sumpah2 dia.. den last yeaar he smakin baik plak...matang sdh bha him! den, dis year he lagi baik..share2 probs n secret..now, bleh dikatakan rapat lar jugak..dia jak yg mintak puji jual mahal..haha! ui babad, u hutang me duit raya..janji maw bagi..babad sengal! jan ko suka bergado bha...tdk baik!


Helsley : leyleyyy...my kawan buli..dis year me tdk berapa rapat wit him again..coz dia rapat wit jojo..jojo perampas..! but, he masi baik wit me..nie urg lagi tdk pernah blanja sya..kapel jak lar kalo sdh suka..haha!! jan malu2! ur kawan kiut here will owez sapot u dude!


Razdan - Dis guy again, benci dia tahap karma dulu..dis year oni he smakin baik..tiba2 share secret nie bha.. ui raz, u still havent tell me who u like la! our truth and dare game oso blum habis..haha!1


wateva it is, i love my frenz..muaxxxxxx!!


love u guyzz!


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title: bikin panas. i nid story!!
date:
time:12:58 PM
eeeeeee, so bikin panas oo maths pnya paper today..byk careless mistake..huhu!! STUPID ME! hate myself for being soo stupid..wish got ning's brain..huhu!! neway, today me pokai coz me belanja amirah..no $$$ now...brandon! gimme money..u owe me ur life! hehe.. erm erm, den 2day nothing much happen..spend most of the time sitting down doing exam smpai punggung pun sakit..


now w8ing amirah cum to my hse..we've got 'BIG' project..hehe! boring boring..oo ya, i stop tuition maths edi oye..buang 1 beban hehe!! sowie tchr kasmir..hope u get well soon..^__^

tomowo go tchr rainul's hse..hope get byk2 duit raya..cnt w8 cnt w8! got 1 manusia still hutang me kuih makmur..ckp rmh ada byk kuih makmur, tp bukannya mau bg..luki! hate u!
sleepy now..wanna sleep for 15mins 1st..i love u guys, muaxxx!!

latest story :
- oye, ning bek to skul wit her big smile
- stress bout dinner pgws
- me no more gossip..so menyedihkan!


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title: no time..time is emas..haha!
date: Thursday, October 9, 2008
time:2:38 PM
huhu...today oso same so tired..haha! lucu dis at klas, me n jojo ada big conversation wit razdan..lawak2! baik plak c razdan..so cute n kind..hehe! den me basah kena hujan..hope bsk sakit! hrp2..oo ya, brandon sot today..mazree kiut pakai speck..wakaka! yg the rest, still rawkz..cnt say panjang2..2mowo exam, maaaaaaths! blum study T.T


latest story :
- berbaik wit all 4 edi
- ning baby stll dint cum to school
- tonite not goin tuition..biar mazree ngorat perempuan saturang =p
- study!!!

-out-


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title: Tired! tired playing lol!
date: Wednesday, October 8, 2008
time:2:46 PM
2day on the 8th of september, the 1st thing i did when i reach my class i sleeep! den, after a few mins, amie reach, means nid to do the kad jemputan for the dinner pgws...den, got meeting wit cute tchr rainul..tchr say dat today got spotcheck for the form 3..the whole morning until recess, the prefects bz wit dat spotcheck...den tyme rehat, me ronda2 the whole skul..after dat, me, amie, n jojo stay at bilik disiplin until last period before go bek to do the kad jemputan thigy...one funny thing is dat tchr surilla 2day is so damn kind..while we r in the bilik disiplin kan, she suddenly offered us some kuih raya n even belanja us drinks..cooool!


den me n amie thinking bout ways to go to tchrs rainul hse for raya dis saturday..den i terfikir, OMG! i not yet study for my exams, shit no more tyme..


den bout 12.45pm like dat we entered the class but no study oye! we play lekat2 sticker at ppls shirt..exp : "i love britney"(razdan kena), "im a bitch"(brandon kena), "kick my ass"(nicole kena n i reli kicked her ass), "i love elvin"(chu ting kena den kim)...haha! i play until tired dis bha...i cnt stop laughing n laughing.. den masa balik again at padang, i rape chu ting kaw kaw... i bully her haha! but she kena defend by manusia2...hahaha!!


den when i reach home, no mood to eat den trus listen to music..den baru teringat got lots of stuff to do again...my head wanna meletup ody thinking n thinking everyday...chu ting say i byk berfikir..huhu! Today got tuition again...boring!!!


cnt w8 until exams end den 'MERDEKA'! erm, busy now..catch u guys up later...chwz! I WAN CHOSC!


latest story:
- berbaik wit 2 person ody, one more left
- add maths one more soalan
- ning still dint go to skul..miss her!
- tired!! wanna sleep but cnt..T.T



i deadly wanna cat..but my cat all betray us
lari wit another jantan..huhu!







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title: sleepy..
date: Tuesday, October 7, 2008
time:10:40 AM
i sleep too much today...haha!!


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title: My Fwenz..
date: Monday, October 6, 2008
time:6:51 PM
Since dis is like my 1st post, i want to share wit u guys bout my life wit my beloved fwenz!

hehe...starting wit dis manusia...

Amirah-erm,she's like my fren since tadika again..she is my 1st best fren n my 1st malay fren..haha! Masa tadika, she sits in front of me, we owez share nugget together..still remember the sweet times..i even kept our pics tyme tadika...den we masuk at the same primary skul, convent..masa primary 2, amirah pindah to KL, she dint tell me when she go..im so sad dat tyme coz she dint tell me dis bha..mcm jodoh dis, masa form 1, she pindah bek to Sabah n kebetulan, she pindah to my skul n masuk my klas again dat..but dat time i dint recognize her...masa form 2, when i c bek the old2 pics, den i ternmpk her face at the pic..baru teringat her..wakaka!! amie say dis is wat ppl call as jodoh..OMG! kami ditakdirkan...haha! Amie my les partner =p


Kimberley-haha! kim, i knew her since primary 1...masa kecik2, i dont reli like here...to tell u the truth, i hate her like hell masa primary skul...coz she act kaya n pandai n famous...i hate she n her geng..she is soo anti-sosial dat time..sooo bikin panas..masa form 1 oso, i still hate her..but, suddenly masa form 1 she like dis guy den she start to rapat wit me coz wanna know bout that guy..haha! den, until now, we r still gud buddy wlaupun we owez argue n bertumbuk..wakaka!


Joanne - joanne the muka tebal is my fren since primary one oso...masa primary skul, i oso hate her..for ur info, she is one of kim's geng..means, i oso hate her..den, masa form 1 oso we rapat coz i sits beside her..we byk bergossip den lama2 become gud fren..i syg her a lot coz she owez help me wit my probs..wlaupun sumtimes she bikin panas dis..like wanna cucuk her wit the knife...lol! she paling pendek n blur n lembab in our group..keke!


Nicole - Nicole i kenal her time form 1.. Bidak dis bha she masa form 1..now jadi amoi cantek oo..wit her brand new hair..wakaka! She pendiam dis masa form 1...i still remember, i mrh her diam2 masa form 1 coz she cnt even answer a simple Geo quiz question n make our team lose..haha! She mmg paling cantik among us n paling byk peminat...but, she dun like when i hug her..T.T


Ning - My ning baby, i kenal her since form 1 but i mula rapat wit her dis year coz she sits behind me..we owez gossip n comment ppl...wakakak!! when two 'gud girls' sitting together, this is wat will happen lol... i love her so much coz she reli trust me n she tells me her biggest secret dat no one knows...she is oso my gud adviser coz she got byk pengalaman in many stuff..im my klas, she lar yg paling pandai dan she oso yg paling cantik..hehe! Dis raya she go indon...i reli2 miss her like hell..so sunyi o klas without her...sob sob~i love her so much!


Mazree - <--- i call him puppy..he call me master...haha! Nie manusia pelik, sot, bikin panas, mintak puji, gete, gatal, kejam,trip dan sebagainya..but, unfortunately, he is my best fren..keke! mati sya kalo dia baca..wahaha! In a year, kami byk gado coz he bikin panas..i rapat wit him since last year..we r in the same skul, same klas, same tuition n same hse area..malang dis bha...dis manusia nvr know how to say thx..owez cari me for add maths hmwrk, pencil, pemadam, revision book etc..slalu sakit ati wit dis guy...but, he is still a gud guy n still my best fren..jaga lar sepa ckp buruk psl dia, kena tmpar...wakaka!^.~


Brandon
- dis guy, dunno wat to say..knal him since last year...dat tyme im still too young n noob..dulu i kol him dondon, den biut, now sengal coz his chinese name got sengal pnya sound..haha! he owez ask me to chase a dream yg smpai mati pun tdk akn tercapai...actually he is a bit cute but someone says no! but, he owez got niat jht..he kasi jampi me so dat i listen to him but malangnya tdk dpt...haha! tp kan, he sumtimes oso baik bha wit me..i like when he say 'thx aa shanu'...hehe! so manja oo..hehe! kembang him later...but, wanna tell u guys sumthg..BeWaRe Of bRaNdOn..dont say i dint warn u.. hehe! sori brandon~


my latest story :
- tgh b'gado wit 3 manusia
- missing Ning
- feel like wanna stop skul..stress~
- my comp sot!

haha! $$


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