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title:
date: Thursday, January 29, 2009
time:9:08 PM
got frm sumone's blog haha!


NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

lol! does it match me?? huhu!


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title:
date: Tuesday, January 27, 2009
time:4:41 PM
Happy Chinese New Year...


juz came bek yesterday frm nic's hse...super duper tired..tired of EATING!!! haha...
some of the pics of nic and me!






i'm putting on weight now dude..it is fun at her hse..we've talked a lot. A LOT! gossiping, like usual..i'm tired..wanna sleep..byebye!

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Nic's room light..i juz love it! so much...


Nic's trying her best to be a perfect MOM! lolx~




As u can see, its the lion dance..i dun dare
to go near..i'm still SCARED of it..huhu!


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title:
date: Sunday, January 25, 2009
time:9:50 AM
Joanne Johnson...


Name : Joanne Johnson a.k.a mrs.eqbal!
Age : 17 today!
Gender : Unknown..
Height : Primary 3 students are more taller than her..!
Msg : Hepi Betday dear!!! Enjoy ur betday and may ur
dreams and wishes comes true..Be happy..u r the
oldest among us, but also u r the shortest...!
haha..jgn mrh~ hugges and kisses from me! am i the
first to wish u last nite? keke!
Present : Nothing..sry!


dis evening, i'm goin to nic's place..sleeping over thr..w8 for me nicky baby! let's rock the nite!!!


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title:
date: Saturday, January 24, 2009
time:7:51 PM
Tagged by ning baby and amirah...


Directions:
Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you.
At the end, choose five people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them.
Don't forget to leave a comment (''You're tagged!'') and to read your blog.
You can't tag the person who tagged you.
Since you can't tag me, let me know when you've posted your blog, so I can see your weirdness.


1. i hate to bath lol...
2. love tchr rainul and add maths..
3. cant life without frens..
4. i can sleep one whole day without waking up..
5. love to bake..
6.
lovee to call brandon 'noob'..^_^
7. paling bising dlm klas..hehe
8. love to sing. a lot.
9. lazy wanna charge my fon everyday..
10. dun like ppl who nvr reply my msges..
11. nvr celebrate valentine wit special person..so sad!
12.after 8pm, i'll get sleepy..huhu!

13. love mom so much..
14. i'm unpredictable..i'll be gud, i'll be bad..
15. hate hot guys but love cool guys..haha!
16. too much ego..



who i tagged?
- adam
- aqilah
- nicole
- fatheen
- brandon (use any account)..haha!

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love him sooo much...he's mine!






my wang lee hom..hehe!

i juz wish more man like him in dis world..I WAN MORE!!

huhu..pupus ka all the cool guys?? lol!

btw, hepi chinese new year..

give me ang pau..huhu!

-out-


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title:
date: Friday, January 23, 2009
time:5:07 PM
i love her...i love them..



i love dis person so very much...but, wut can i say..i dun deserve being in her heart...im juz an ordinary girl dat nid love..frm family. frens. and him. thx for owez being thr for me baby..

i reli love all my frens...


thx to u both for owez being gud to me..and let urself being bullied by me..i'm sry..
i'll be nice next time...

i oso love u
kim..but i dun hv ur pic..sry..i've deleted my fs, so cant curi frm thr..hehe!!

not to forget, her...

lol..dun be mad at me for stealing dis pic...i'll pay, dun worry...^___^

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i'm juz me...sry for being me...i'll try to chge..as many as i can..thx..

i reli love all of them..i juz miss our sweet memories together...

i'll c if i got more pics and i'll post it when i'm free...

happy holiday ppl! i dun even feel like holiday..wit all the work dat muz be done before skul opens..swt..

i'll juz go through life..day by day..i'll juz overcome all the obstacles..wit all my strength..alone..

i will not wish for anythg more, but juz gud results for SPM..lol!


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title:
date:
time:4:40 PM
SORRY...


sry..wanna say sry to everyone..sry to every single human in dis earth..sry to all my frens dat i ever hurt...sry cuz i betray u guys..sry cuz i backstab u guys...i'm a bad fren..juz forgive me for being such a b1tch..

juz tell me if u hate me..and i'll go away frm u life...cuz i dun deserve gud frens..i'm a bad person..

the only thing i can do is only hurt people. and more ppl. and more more ppl. trust me. i'm a bad person...


sry~


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title:
date: Tuesday, January 20, 2009
time:8:46 PM
happy?


the day has come..lol! yea, finally, he's back..im so super duper happy today.. i saw him early in the morning and was sooo shocked!!

me: omg! dia ka tue?
kim: mana?
me: tue bha..dia la tue..DIA SDH BALIK!!!! jom lari!
kim: jual mahal bha..ckp la bha sma dia..
me: nda mo..malu bha..huhu!!

lol..sry la kimy baby..hv to drag u in dis situation..dat is wat fren r for rite..? haha!! for those who say i "senyum sendiri" the whole day, i'm juz too happy bha..soo happy..damn happy..!! i enter the class and shouted "BRANDON".. i beat him cuz i nid to dera sumone..haha! sry bran..thx for letting me dera u..u so noob bha...lol!

cant wait for chinese new year..guess wat? im sleeping over at nicole's hse for chinese new year..haha!! join us if u love us..keke!!!

attention :
brandon got blog!


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title:
date: Monday, January 19, 2009
time:10:36 PM
excel day...


yupz..our 1st paper..maths..mom ask..

mom: so how was it?
me: wat?
mom: ur excel..
me: dun ask...!
mom: y?
me: cuz i dint study...
mom: WAT?? U GO N STUDY NOW!!! NOW!!!
me: swt..

2mr our sej paper..and i baru start 1chapter..1 CHAPTER..huhu..sry tchr lily..i wont score dis time..sry~ im juz too busy..

i've been forced to study..gosh! its juz january..i still wanna PLAY! sob sob!




i dun have mood to study..sumone, SAVE ME!!!!

yea, gud news is, me n amirah finally talk..after few days of silence, we talked today..

yeah, i wont be mad at you forever..frens fight! haha..glad dat we're okay..gimme chocs kay my honey!!


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title:
date: Saturday, January 17, 2009
time:9:44 PM
sayings...


Sometimes, GOD breaks our spirit to save our souls..
Sometimes, HE breaks our heart to make us whole...
Sometimes, GOD send us pain so we could be stronger..
Sometimes, HE sends us failure so we'd be humble..
Sometimes, GOD send us illness so we'd take care of ourselves..
Sometimes, it seems like HE has taken almost everything away from us...
WHY?
So, we would learn the 'value' of everything HE has given us..

dat is soo true...!!!


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title:
date:
time:12:50 PM
PJK lol!

haha..semangat pjk...yea!! bran and mazree betray us..the pjk ppl shud stick together..! guess wut, kp oso jd mls today..reli no mood to run after wut happen ysterday..i was so jealous wit baby and her baby..thy were like so close and romantic..arghh! i wish he was here...! but, i've got some gud news frm ning baby and olin today..he's still coming backk....oye~

after all done, me, nicky and joanne went to rohayu..met eric, achai, olin, mosses and chel thr..eric was like "lets go cx cx cx"...den i say "ya, u all go..i wanna folo..my hse near thr bha..so we naik bus together la.."

me, achai, olin, eric and mosses naik bus la frm skul to kk, and frm kk to damai..like seriously, i am the oni girl..haha! kena manja again, but hv to pay for eric...!! swt...

as we reach damai:

me : bha, u all go la..my hse sna..bye bye..
achai : u can go ka alone?
me : ish.. can la bha!
olin : shanu, ikut la..mari la..
me : no money bha.. i pokai edi..
eric : bring shanu *whisper to them*
achai : shaaaanuuu...come la.. eric say he spend u cx..
me : eee.. i dun trust him..
achai : if he lie u, den u go cuci piring thr la..
me : LOL!

so, we went to cx..then we met razdan, iqbal, llyod (wit his hurt arm), diniy, aiman, my bro, chan and some maktab students...everyone were like wearing baju maktab...haha!! semangat jugak~

but..i was so tired..so, i've decided to walk home alone..thx to u guys that teman me all the way..haha! achai so gud o..reli care for girls dis..lol!


special msg to brandon soh :

HAPPY BETDAY BRANDON..

I LOVE U SOO MUCH~

SRY NO PRESENT..

I CAN JUZ GV U ADD MATHS

BOOK..

LOL!



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title:
date:
time:12:36 AM
No Worries...


Lol bran..thx for ur advises..dun worry..i will not kill myself...like u say, we gotta look forward n juz move on...(do i sound happy enough bran?)

i'm juz gonna be me..i'll cry, i'll shout, i'll sing, i'll play and i'll sleep..dats juz me..i'll wait, wait for his return..den i wanna kill him...^__^!

ya, muz sleep early..got merentas desa lol...

semangat PJK (Persatuan Jalan Kaki), dats my word okay..? No stealing!!!

lets have fun 2moro and hope we can reach b4 times up and at least get 1 mark la..kesian bha jln jau2, but teda markah..memalukan oh..haha!!!



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title:
date: Friday, January 16, 2009
time:5:58 PM
this is called PAIN...


i'm sorry..i knw its my fault..pls dun get mad at me..pls reply my msges or pls answer my calls..i nid to talk to u b4 its too late...plsssss~


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title:
date: Thursday, January 15, 2009
time:10:56 PM
i'm here for u...


dear chu, im hepi dat ur not crying infront of us again...i knw dat ur trying to be strong, i can see dat! ur mom will be soooo proud to have a wonderful and intelligent daughter like u...we're gonna help u, teach u all the lesson dat u miss...

i'm sori i cnt attend the funeral 2moro..got sumthg to urus at skul..sry chuchu..i'll be ur shoulder when u need one...i promise!

juz be strong my princess..i'll see u soon...


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title:
date: Wednesday, January 14, 2009
time:8:50 PM
-sad mode-


i feel so useless..i cant do anythg for her..wat i can do is juz cry...i'm not strong..i cnt see my frens sad and cry the whole tyme...i feel so guilty..i'm not thr for her..i shud spend more tyme wit her..she had been through so many hard days and dis is another hard day for her..i wish she could be strong..i wish she can forgive me for being such a useless fren..if she's back to skul, i wanna hug her tightly and say sorry to her...life is short..me cant predict life..the only thing we can do is to make ppl around us happy..if i'm at her position, i dunno how much tears i'll be losing...i juz hope she'll be strong, STRONG!

to elvin and ning, dun be so sad...like wut joanne say, we shouldn't show our tears to her, cuz we'll make her more sad..we muz help her, love her, and do anythg for her cuz she reli nid it now...dun say its ur fault el..no one knws dis will ever happen..u too shud be strong..and ning, we will all make her happy...

lets pray for her...

thx..


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title: trust it...
date: Tuesday, January 13, 2009
time:11:41 PM
t.h.e t.r.u.t.h


i'm telling the truth..take it or leave it...i'm telling so much truth today...feel so calm now... dat is wat i need now..


I'm happy today..not extremely happy..juz normal happy..thx joanne for helping me, thx nicky for accompany me n thx kim for ur advices...true frens aren't easy to find..

i shall wait for tomorrow to knw more truth dat i wanted to knw the most...i'll wait, no worries...

and thx elvin for ur concern..appreciate it..i'll tell u later kay...!



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title:
date: Monday, January 12, 2009
time:11:25 PM
ME AND HIS CONFERENCE :


BUZZ
MaZrEe: >??
MaZrEe: pa ?
MaZrEe: kijap
MaZrEe: kijap
~ShAsHa~: benci ko
MaZrEe: zz
~ShAsHa~: apa zzz
~ShAsHa~: kwn tia guna
MaZrEe: bha
MaZrEe: orz
MaZrEe: smart nie brg
MaZrEe: orz
~ShAsHa~: ..
~ShAsHa~: apa itu
MaZrEe: sujud
MaZrEe: o kepala
MaZrEe: r tgn
MaZrEe: z kaki
MaZrEe: kepla besar
MaZrEe: Orz
MaZrEe: kepla pjg
MaZrEe: 0rz
~ShAsHa~: =.=
~ShAsHa~: tia fhm
MaZrEe: sujud bha
MaZrEe: sujud
MaZrEe: o kepla ko
~ShAsHa~: knp la
MaZrEe: r tgn ko
MaZrEe: z = kaki
MaZrEe: tula
MaZrEe: orz
MaZrEe: orz
MaZrEe: orz
~ShAsHa~: dui
MaZrEe: orz
~ShAsHa~: knp maw bgtaw sya
~ShAsHa~: sot
MaZrEe: sori la bha
MaZrEe: sia tia taw
MaZrEe: pa bha actually %^%&^$&%&*
MaZrEe: bisuk aku ckp
MaZrEe: pa mcm?
~ShAsHa~: omg maz
~ShAsHa~: ko ckp sori
MaZrEe: jadi?
MaZrEe: orz
MaZrEe: wkaka
~ShAsHa~: teda la
MaZrEe: kepala sia basar
MaZrEe: Orz
~ShAsHa~: lol sot
~ShAsHa~: tia mrh ko pun
MaZrEe: lek
~ShAsHa~: sakit ati jer
~ShAsHa~: ^^
MaZrEe: mati jo
MaZrEe: kena mara
MaZrEe: zz
MaZrEe: MATAI!


LOL maz..ada kemajuan..u're saying sori!! but, u're no more my bestfren..sry!!


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title:
date:
time:10:45 PM
Another "AMAZING" day!


ya, guess wat, our sits been chged today..to whom dat do the class pelan thingy, I HATE U!! NO ONE, EVER, IN DIS WORLD, CAN EVER, SEPERATE, ME AND MY KIMMY BABY!!! EVER!!!!!!!

i dun care, even bush wanna bom me, i'll nvr let kim go..READ DIS>>> I DON'T CARE BOUT DAT PELAN KLAS..I'LL SIT WHREVER I WAN...everyone get to sit whr thy wan..ok, 1st, I'm short but i dont get the chance to sit infront..fine!!...nvm! but now, sitting seperately...NO WAY!!!!

I've so much stress today plus wit my addmaths homework...so free until kena sakit period again...so much for a day..

pls, god, at least, give me one peace day...

sumone asked me "are u aware of wats happening at israel?"
lol...no time to c news la..tell me pls, sumone...

to anyone dat i'm not talking ryte now, juz dun speak to me until things get better...

Brandon, thanks for listening...even BESTFREN doesn't care bout me..supporting sumone dat nvr even care bout u..i've done a lot for u..owez be thr when u needed things...now, wat did i get for return?? I'M NOT UR BANK, GO AWAY!

and to him dats goin to leave me, if u syg me, u wont leave me...i'll still pray for ur success whrever u r...juz dun 4get me! ^_^

and to baby, muz go n see !@#$%^&...once in a life tyme chance baby..dun regret it later...

Although i dint go for the latihan sukan today, i still got the semangat bha..hahaha!! GO CHARTER, GO CHARTER GO!!!!!!!


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title: hehe
date: Thursday, January 8, 2009
time:11:38 PM
FOR MY BABY NING!!

Yes baby, dis is for u..okay, i wont delete my blog..i'll be active back only if i got time and no add maths homework...*still havent done addmats gosh!!*

yes.

1st post of the year..haha!! sot oh me..its oredi eight of january and im posting my first post for dis year...lol! dun wori ppl, u dint miss anythg
YET hahaha!!

yeah, 5m, wit tchr hanifah as our chemist tchr, i can say dat im starting to understand chemistry..lol! my whole year in form four but i get nothing..im stupid and im lazy..dats me!

sitting behind (my row):


Kim > Me > Mazree> Razdan > Elvin...

can u see it!! can u see how "fun" it is sitting behind wit all the noises and rubbish flying around here n thr..but, when i wanna study, i'll concentrate no matter whr i sit..so, it is not an issue for me..am hapi whrever i am...

As for my kp thingy, starting to FEEL the my responsibility...so much burden yet im still smiling haha!! juz dun play wit me if im on duty cuz i wont say hi to u =p

although thr is a distance between me n my ning baby, but we're still close as we used to be and im hepi wit it..juz come to me baby if u're lonely or u nid a fren cuz i'll be thr for u.. and to dat rebonding gurl, chuchu, minum susu byk ckit la..haha!!

and to khai, gv me moooooreeeee clues so dat i can solve dat stupid mystery asap...haha!!

see u guys soon..haha!! i love u epie dear~


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